Homegrown Enlightenment

 

For most of these Western converts, the practice of these techniques was a fashionable at the time trend that quickly faded from their interest. For some others, practice of these techniques would become a passion that would persist for the rest of their lives. This dedicated few who were left in the wake of these visiting Eastern gurus did not withdraw from their active lifestyles to undertake their spiritual journeys. These seekers on their own custom tailored their Western lifestyle to incorporate as much of the Eastern knowledge and the practice of these techniques as possible.  

These individual efforts were largely at the discretion of their own personal intuition and their personal drive and desire to be enlightened. These custom tailored execution strategies would ultimately became something of a personal homegrown enlightenment experiment for each of these many independent seekers that was orchestrated and executed separately by each individual. These homegrown enlightenment experiments were cobbled together to address the personal challenges and dilemmas that are inherent in this process of pursuing enlightenment for that individual without the direct support of a guru.

These Western orphaned seekers found themselves left largely in charge of the logistics and tactics to be used in the execution of these strategic techniques and knowledge in the context of their Western lifestyles. Each individual seeker used their personal intuition as a guide in lieu of learned elders to address current and anticipate future requirements to facilitate their effort, but more importantly, they became responsible for the interpretation of the results of all this effort which would become the biggest challenge for the homegrown efforts.

My Personal Experience

My lifelong path of meditation and self study was set in motion when in deference to several tenets of my Western upbringing, I was formally introduced to the technique of meditation and became one of these Western seeker orphans. Formally introduced means instructed properly in the context of an initiation puja, and not just casually informed by some passing acquaintance to sit quietly and think of nothing.

The effect of this meditative transcendental consciousness on me was immediate from the first moment of repeating the mantra and entering this new meditative conscious state. It was apparent that this experience was something significant that had been missing in all my previous life experiences without my even having known that something was missing. My initial experience with this new transcendental consciousness inspired in me a commitment to this new practice of meditation with the conviction of a person obsessed.

Over the next couple of days, my teacher gave a few more instructions about the techniques and its enlightenment goal before disappearing from my life forever. Before leaving, they conveyed a clear understanding of how to properly perform the meditation technique and a brief theoretical explanation of what to expect over the long term. As the years passed, the general quality of my life experience was on a steady upward trend seemingly the result of this meditation, and this trend of steady progress inspired me to find the time in my daily schedule to accommodate this meditation practice.

Like many of the other Western converts, certain promised times to complete this quest for enlightenment were not consistent with my actual experience. My teachers assured me that regular practice of the technique would result in enlightenment in 8-10 years, but the first decade passed without this major shift in consciousness. The years just kept rolling by without this promised sustained experience of enlightenment, but my commitment to the process never wavered.

Over time, I gradually drifted away from the organization that had developed around this technique. Clearly to me, there were benefits from using these techniques so I continued their practice in what became a persistent journey of self-discovery in my obsessive pursuit of this mysterious enlightenment. Without much contact with others on a similar path, I shared my experiences and practices with no one after having been set adrift by circumstance. All the while, aware of the fact that something inside me was slowly but steadily growing and changing.

Final Revelations

Finally after decades of going down this twisting path, I did finally experience a major shift in my personal conscious experience. Without any direct contact with teachers, guides, or even many fellow seekers, I found myself in what appear to be new state of consciousness that seems pretty significantly different and remarkable, but it is not exactly what I had so naively imagined when starting down this path all those years ago.

With this shift in consciousness, there came an incredible new clarity of thinking accompanied by certain positive changes to my physical body. From this new perspective, there arose a profound line of thinking that began to automatically unfold before me, and everything subsequently began to make perfect sense after a cascading sequence of revelations and insights eliminated all previous confusion. Above all, there came a growing sense of personal liberation that I never could have imagined before experiencing it.

These revelations about the great mystery of life continue to unfold before me. Everyday was an ‘aha’ moment that is perhaps building to some further ultimate ‘aha’ moment that is yet to come. This staggering sense of amazement inspired me to write these things down in an attempt to facilitate my personal assimilation of all this new knowledge into a single coherent piece, but this process of writing also seemed to stimulate the flow of new knowledge.

Was this transition finally the long sought after enlightenment? That possibility seemed so incredibly unbelievable after all that time has passed, and it also seems arrogant and presumptive to make such a call for one’s self. Suffice it to say that I am a long way down a path that I have never taken before so I don’t really know where it has taken me, but the fact of the matter has become that question really didn’t seem to matter anymore. I am where I am in what appears to be a truly remarkable mental space.

Report of Findings

The unvarnished truth presented in this discussion could make some feel uncomfortable because it might conflict with some of their passionately held beliefs. Specifically, those individuals with a closed mind who feel obsessively compelled to hold onto their personal particular set of belief illusions. These illusion fixated individuals are not likely going to appreciated being confronted with some of this very raw truth. Only those who truly dare to pursue this mythical Universal Truth should venture down this particulate spiritual rabbit-hole.

This journey of spiritual self-discovery has become the longest-standing single endeavor that is still ongoing of my life. It has been conducted in near total solitude known only to me for nearly fifty years. This book and others that might follow in this Homegrown Enlightenment series have been inspired by this incredible fifty year journey on this twisting path experiencing various adventures along the way, but it is not a memoir recollection of the journey itself remarkable though that has been.

This Homegrown Enlightenment series is an accurate as my words can convey description of the wonderful mental space that this journey has inspired in me. The opinions expressed here are being offered as food for thought in the personal discovery process of others. They are not things to be blindly accepted as beliefs. Rather, there are offered for consideration by those others who are also trying to sort through all the same challenges to get to their own personal understanding of the truth about the reality of our situation.

This book and any others that may follow in this series are collectively a final report of this my 50 year long homegrown enlightenment experiment. For me, they expose a very special truth about our lives and the surrounding reality that is fixed and permanent. This collection of knowledge has proved itself to be the key to my as my Universal Truth. Maybe it can help others to find their own personal sense of liberation too.